{"id":73,"date":"2002-04-04T20:41:05","date_gmt":"2002-04-05T01:41:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.goer.org\/wordpress\/back_on_the_wagon"},"modified":"2002-04-04T20:41:05","modified_gmt":"2002-04-05T01:41:05","slug":"back_on_the_wagon","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.goer.org\/Journal\/2002\/04\/back_on_the_wagon.html","title":{"rendered":"Back On the Wagon"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\nAs you might have noticed, I haven&#8217;t been updating my journal recently.<br \/>\nWell, I&#8217;ve fallen off the wagon again.  That&#8217;s right &#8212; I&#8217;m back to playing<br \/>\ncomputer games.\n<\/p>\n<p>\nI had been <em>so<\/em> good for months &#8212; no TV, hardly any computer games (well,<br \/>\nan occasional round of <a href=\"http:\/\/colossus.sourceforge.net\" title=\"open-source Java-based Titan\">Titan<\/a>).<br \/>\nBut last week <a href=\"http:\/\/www.3do.com\/\" title=\"game company\"><br \/>\n3do<\/a> released <a href=\"http:\/\/www.3do.com\/mightandmagic\/heroes4\/\" title=\"the greatest turn-based\nstrategy game ever\">Heroes of Might and Magic IV<\/a>.  Let&#8217;s just say I haven&#8217;t been getting<br \/>\nmuch sleep this last week.  I&#8217;m totally geeking out.  But look &#8212; if<br \/>\n<a href=\"\/Pat\/\" title=\"aka Xirr\">Pat<\/a>, <a href=\"\/Nancy\/\" title=\"aka Sandrine\">Nancy<\/a>,<br \/>\nand <a href=\"\/Mike\/\" title=\"aka Coleridge\">Mike<\/a> can quit and then come back to<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.everquest.com\/\" title=\"addictive online fantasy game\">EQ<\/a>, surely<br \/>\n<em>I<\/em> am allowed my small vices?  Remember kids:<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.jsonline.com\/news\/state\/mar02\/31536.asp\" \ntitle=\"Sue! Sue! Sheesh.\">EQ kills<\/a>&#8230;\n<\/p>\n<p>\nHonestly, it&#8217;s a good thing that I&#8217;m buried in this computer game, because I was really<br \/>\nstarting to worry about my geek credentials.  It started when Rachel called me a &#8220;jock&#8221;<br \/>\nback in Santa Barbara (<em>indeed!<\/em>)  Then my physics and mathematical knowledge<br \/>\nstarted fading away.  And just the other day I stumbled across the old Wired Magazine<br \/>\narticle about the relationship between<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.wired.com\/wired\/archive\/9.12\/aspergers_pr.html\"\ntitle=\"'The Geek Syndrome'\">Asperger&#8217;s Syndrome and mathematical aptitude<\/a>.<br \/>\nThe article included a<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.wired.com\/wired\/archive\/9.12\/aqtest.html\" \ntitle=\"get yer free autism diagnoses right here!\">test to see if you might have<br \/>\nAsperger&#8217;s<\/a>.  Yes, I know, the test has about as much validity as an<br \/>\n&#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.seventeen.com\/quiz\/html\/0202_howharddoyoucrush\/quiz_question1.epl\"\ntitle=\"not about crushing beer cans\">How hard do you crush?<\/a>&#8221; test in<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.seventeen.com\/\" title=\"Junior Cosmo\">Seventeen magazine<\/a><br \/>\n(my score: &#8220;It&#8217;s Just&#8230;A Little Crush&#8230;&#8221;).  But I took the stupid Wired test anyway.<br \/>\nI scored a 16.  I&#8217;m perfectly &#8220;neurotypical&#8221;.  What a disappointment.\n<\/p>\n<p>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.marissalingen.com\/\" title=\"'Queen of Physics' at Gustavus\">M&#8217;ris<\/a><br \/>\ntook the test and got a 19.  Like me, she answered with extremes &#8212; she likes math,<br \/>\nlikes focusing on problems, but she <em>also<\/em> likes people and social chit-chat.<br \/>\nI suggested that maybe we were some kind of hybrid advanced super-nerds.  Math<br \/>\nskills <em>and<\/em> social skills.  Like Blade!<br \/>\n&#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.google.com\/search?q=Blade+%22none+of+their+weaknesses%22\" \ntitle=\"haven't seen Blade II yet, unfortunately\">All<br \/>\nof the nerds&#8217; advantages, none of their weaknesses<\/a>.&#8221;  M&#8217;ris demurred, however,<br \/>\nsaying that after all, she had 20\/200 vision.  And I have my computer game thing, of course.<br \/>\nAh well, another perfectly good theory spoiled by the facts.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p> But look &#8212; if Pat, Nancy, and Mike can quit and then come back to EQ, surely <em>I<\/em> am allowed my small vices?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-73","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-culture"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.goer.org\/Journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/73","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.goer.org\/Journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.goer.org\/Journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.goer.org\/Journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.goer.org\/Journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=73"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.goer.org\/Journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/73\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.goer.org\/Journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=73"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.goer.org\/Journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=73"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.goer.org\/Journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=73"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}